If you were mine

Very lame title right? Couldn't agree more.

yesterday thursday, i went to my first Science Tuition with Pn. Faridah, it was fun learning with her :D She taught us the cerita-cerita way. Weeeee~

Tracy and Sylvia asked me why I blog at night? Very late at night. 

Well, hahah, blogging at night is peaceful :)

You should try it some time. 

And, i don't blog in the evening because in the evenings i usually sleep ;P 

Then, today Friday, some of the 2 Baktians are going to Cik Tan's Sejarah last-minute tuition. Lol ;P

And this I'm about to tell you,

is very.... NOT ME. 

I

am

now

loving

Sejarah

like

I 

love 

rainbows 

and

daisies

(slaps Fatiah's butt)

Cackles*

I used to hate Sejarah, and Cik Tan if you're reading this

Dui bu qi ;(

Wo ai ni, Cik Tan ;)

Hahahahaha Huhuhuhuhu Hehehehe Hohohoho Lol lol lol lol lol 

G'NIGHT. 

12:15 A.M

Todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

I was unconcious at school :o

I didn't know what was going on eventho my eyes were wide open.

Weird? No, that's just me.

Let's start from first period onwards.

KH  - We were given the kayu-kayu for our Form 2 project and a one-sheet "catalogue" of ideas. We had to draw four of our ideas on the art paper. We had to measure the length and all but all can be done later what?!

ENGLISH  - Pn Puteri gave us a piece of paper with incomplete lyrics to I HAVE A DREAM and we had to fill in the blanks while listening to the song. Listening to it was rather relaxing because I was heaving a headache. Then, we were supposed to read out loud what will we be in 5 and 10 years time. It's a good thing teacher forgot about it because mine was ..... nyehhhhh! ;D We had to paste the lyrics in our Essay 2 book. Teacher was playing some Mamma Mia songs. I dared Natasha to ask teacher to change to MONEY MONEY MONEY and she did, i mean they did. So, me, Natasha, Shadzana and Rema(?) were doing stupid moves to that song. Especially, me and Natasha. Nyahahah. 

GEOGRAFI  - We had a quiz on Bab 11 to Bab 13 Form 2. 

B.M  - We discussed about the story Erti Kasih Makna Sayang. Then, teacher talked about pets. Dhanya had the most number of pets. Penyu lah, anjing lah, ayam lah, itik lah, macam2 lah -_-" Then teacher was like "sapa sini ada bela arnab?" I raised my hand, but that was dulu :( They died because they ate some poisonous plant (sobs) Anyway, then Cikgu Alias "kamu tahu tak? Arnab boleh buat satay?" Everybody went "eeeeeeeeeee!" of course. How can that dear little creature be a delicacy to us humans? I mean, GET REAL! Mohana started to talk about anonymous anonymous anonymous eating monkey's blood and biawak and ...... yergh -_- 

MATHS  - We had to do locus-es. 

THE END. 

New hair, new hair, new hair! :[

I've got this really short bob clump of hair on my head right now. Many have told me to keep it until it grows longer, but today, I felt like cutting it. So i did -_-

Now, look what has happened to it! A disaster! Well, my previous hair was a disaster. But this. Is a CATASTROPHE! 

 

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Yesterday, during Sejarah, Lela* kept darting her eyes to my assets -_- 

She kept doing her horny faces and it really was annoying yet funny. Lol.

Then she told me her goal for the day,

"I'm gonna [squeeze] 'em and i promise you i will do it"

And she did. She was had that happy face after that.

Grinning, like mad. 

*not real name identity to be protected.

Then during the second period of Agama, 

Rafeeqa and Natasha planned of doing a movie night. 

They wanted to do it in my house, but i said no.

So, the next option was at Shadzana's house. So, they were excited to do it.

For sure, I can't go. I can't go out at night -_-

Afrina wanted to join, but her parents were in Indonesia and she said her sister wouldn't want to send her. But, Rafeeqa offered herself to pick Afrina up. 

So, the four mushrooms Afrina, Natasha, Rafeeqa and Shadzana planned and planned.

Then in the evening, Rafeeqa said she couldn't go and the same goes to Afrina as they were gonna be in one vehicle.

I dont know about Natasha. Maybe, they DID the movie night after all. 

Heeeeee  :)

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I've the house to myself tonight ;D Wohooooh! My parents are somewhere in TTDI attending a DOA SELAMAT my dad's friend's hosting. So yaaaaaa! :D :D :D

I'm thinking of learning some Hangul tonight as I promised Ralph yesterday to do so. But, I've been thinking of it for a week, and I want to learn some unique foreign language. Heeeeee :) 

He's learning KANJI and some other Japanese stuff. And that's far more cool.

Do you know? Students at the Phillipines graduate from school at the age of 16? 

How cool is that?! 

Andd, of course, I wanna listen to ALL of SuJu's songs. ^_^

And probably, know more about them. 

And maybe download a few episodes of HANA YORI DANGO.

Afrina said Hana Yori Dango is better than Boys Over Flowers.

I agree because when she told me some of it to me over the phone, I was feeling enthusiastic to watch it.

So, let's find out tonight :)

It's a Miracle!

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees. :D :D :D :D

Finally, my English group is cooperating for this play. Alhamdulillah.

Unfortunately, tomorrow is the day we're going to present it (scary music in th background)

And they gave such cool ideas for the props and stuffs. So, I underestimated you guys. Sorry, truck loads of sorries :)

Right now, I have a problem. I haven't surveyed songs yet ;P Well, most likely to say, JUST SOME LOT. So like yep, I'm safe. I guess? But, it's so hard to choose from. Mostly, the romantic ones. Whoo weee -_- 

NEWS FLASH!

Edora just YM-ed me saying she maybe absent tomorrow! D:

VAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?! She's the Phantom ;O

But luckily, her lines are so very little, so it's easy to find somebody else as her replacement :)

Phei Chein! You're the new phantom!

[can ah? Ala, sure can one! ;)]

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To : Edora.

I'm very sorry 'cause I called u things today. I was angry because I thought you didn't memorize your lines but you did. And again, I underestimated. Pls forgive me.

Yours Truly,

Che Pah.

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OH MY!

I just remembered~ 

Exams are coming! 

And, it felt like just yesterday we had out Mid-Term. 

Gah, late-night studies again.

Looks like, I'm gonna earn some extra eye bags. 

Shiotttttttt. 

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p/s : 

To Anisa, Nina, Amelia and Rema

I'm so very sorry because I was the cause of the deduction of 2 marks for our Monyet group today. 

Hehehehehe.

Yours Truly,

Che Pah. Again. 

Itchy itchy

Bum bum di dum. 

It's a Monday, very early in the morning, 12:21 AM and I'm blogging. I haven't blogged for a long time, so why not? Not. 

Just now, I planned to delete one of my entries, that may be very sensitive to this person. But, I ended up deleting 3/4 entries i wrote. Cow! All of 'em were mostly crap, so like ya. 

Am now here listening to the song that person gave me. 

Fatiah told me to write about her in my blog. I didn't know what to write about her at first then I knew. 

WEDNESDAY, 15th JULY 

My classmates and I and this form 4 class went to Segi University College to attend a seminar. It was called "Secrets of Super Students". At first, i was whining of course of not going, who wants to go to a boring seminar? Not me. ;D So then, i ended up going. I sat next to Marishka on the way there. Fatiah, Phei Chein and Rema were sitting in front of us and Fatiah kept asking for food -_- So, finally she got a bag of chips from somebody...We arrived there, it was looking rather hazy and I found out other schools were attending to the seminar too. So after that, we were queueing up to go into the hall up there. Fatiah was all over Marishka's camera, pretending it to be hers and all ;P People were spotting for 'hotties' there, but sadly, none. All of them were Chinese. Chey, I'm not saying that Chinese guys are hotties-not but they all looked nerdy. Hehehehe, i'm sorry to those who are offended. This photographer said we had to take a picture of our school on the stairs. So all the "bright students" of Sri Amanians, well, posed or I think they did. The hall was huge! No doubt. I sat in between Amalina & Shad. Beside Amalina was Fatiah and after a few minutes of waiting for the "penceramah" to appear, I saw Fatiah eating an apple. A really dark-red apple that looked scary. Then when the person came onto the stage, she wrapped it with the Segi's catalogue -_-" Crayyyzeeee gal. She put it on the floor and started to poke it with a pencil. Then, Rema asked us to pass a letter to Fatiah saying "HI!"!!! It took so many hands just to say a single hi. Fatiah started asking for summore food and Rema started asking if she could go to the toilet. After going to the toilet, sat down for a while, then asked Fatiah if she could teman her to go to the toilet, AGAIN. Rema asked by Fatiah "is something wrong with your bladder?" Lols. Rema Rema.....Since Fatiah asked for food, I gave her my Oreos. Then she "distributed" them to Nina & the Gang. Apa lagi? Habisss la xD hahahah. The "penceramah", Adam Khoo was pretty great, unexpectedly. He taught us how to speed read, memorize lists and a lot of other interesting learning techniques. Okay, i like this part right here. Since the seminar was sponsored by Domino's, Shadzana told Natasha that they were giving each one of us a box of pizza. Natasha then believed her and said "oh my god, i cannot finish it, can you help me?" Hahahahaha, NGOK. Then it was time to go back to school :(( We got water and Natasha, Shadzana, Marishka and I mostly did stupid things with it. Some censored parts. I watered a dying tree 0:) See the halo? hahahaha~ 

THE END.

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It's now 12:50 AM and I'm looking for songs to put in for the English play. I thought of putting True Love's First Kiss by John Powell in the kissing scene of Erik & Daae. Good idea? So perasan. Right. And I'm hoping tomorrow they all will staybaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack for practice!!!! Please!!!! 

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Tomorrow, or should I say today, is a start of a brand new life for me, insyaAllah. I need to get whatever things that are wrong, right. I need to motivate my old self -_- I need to change. Everything. About me. And, I don't need your bloody good-for-nothing comments. 

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P/s : Fatiah is so homo she took "Chances of You and Megan Fox" quiz on Facebook and she's calling me gay :/ She claimed that I asked her to hold my hand all the way in the Rumah Hantu, on Hari Koko, last Friday. You bontot ayam! 

Kampung Bukit Kecil

How much i miss that place. I've been chanting the name everyday since 3 weeks ago after leaving that beautiful....place. Tsk. 

And Beauty in Walking Away by Marie Digby is the official song for it. :-D 

and i don't care a bit if that song is a year old and how many months. 

A light shines off
In the distance
A pale flickering glow
How many times
Do I have to dream
That I could be there
The time is here
And she won't be
Waiting for me
To find the easy way out
I've lost count of the days
That were wasted

And, my days there were wasted rather than discovering more about the beauty of the place. If i knew. Hmph. 

There's an answer
In the sound of a train
There is wisdom
Past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime
Through the fog
In the rain
There's a beauty
In walking away

And there IS a beauty walking away from Selangor to Melaka. :-D 

p/s : if you don't understand what this post is all about, please, don't judge. If i already told you the story of this part of my life, you're free to judge.

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ABOUT MY FAMILY.  

UMMI - A mother to 3 children, me and my biological brother (Fittry, 15). Another child (Nazreen) is from another husband. Understands my problems and gives me advices, but sometimes, she gives a LITTLE too much of it. Asks the same question over and over again. Stays and works in Melaka. Turning 39 this year. 

ABAH - A guy my mother married 10 years ago. Has a child with my mother. Works in K.L. Clearly, me and Fittry's step father. 

FITTRY - We call him abang.My biological brother. Turned 15 this year. Taking a big exam this year, studying in SMKAM, Melaka. Has wicked friends who comes to Nenek's house every evening to start havoc. Likes to wrestle with Nazreen, a lot. 

NAZREEN - We call him adik.My one and only step brother whom i love so much. Turning 9 this 13th of August (cool, just a day from mine!). Loves to watch Astro Ceria 24/7. Fav sayings : Kakak niiiii......Nenek niii.....Abang niiii......Umi niii...... 

MAK - Also known as NENEK, but we call her mak since she takes care of us three. Loves to cook and garden. Calls me 'daaaaa'. lol. Kind-hearted, has a mother who's still living till this very day, loves kerepek sukun and hash browns. :-D

But do you know what Ummi, Abang, Adik and I have in common? Moles on our faces. Yeh, but their ones are tiny and i'm the one who has the big ones. Unfortunate me. :-[

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I MISS.

- The time i beat abang & adik hard 'cause they wrote these things about me on the computer and running the whole house chasing them. 

- The times when me, Ekin (i miss you dearly!), adik and his tiresome friend, Hafzan (i miss you dearly, too!) or also known as BIG HEAD riding our bicycles to some kampung and shouting like hell and laughing and falling on the roads and riding down that hill. Perghhhhhh

- The time Ekin & I chased those kids including some of abang's friends because they were teasing us like mad. 

- The time i ate a bunch of CILI PADIs in front of abang & adik while watching Zati & Si Mawas just to prove my braveness. 

-The time adik & I climbed that tree in front of our house and he got stung by a bee on the lips 

- The time adik did my hair (rolled it and ironed it) HAHA. ;-D

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As you can see, I really dearly positively truly deeply miss my kampung so much. And i hope they will miss me too, LOL! hahaha kidding~ 

xx

1:56 p.m on a Saturday afternoon

Why is it so hot nowadays? Oh i know! Our ozone layer in the atmosphere is becomming thinner and thinner by the second! AAAH, i dont know what to comment on this. So many campaigns have been held but still, sadly, they don't realize they're torturing their home planet. Our Beloved Mother Earth. 

OK! I've two weddings. Well, not exactly two. One is my mum's somehow relative + friend's son's wedding. Azrena <3>:] No lah. kidding only.

GAHHHHHH!! i wanna put mehndi :'( sadly, my school, well most of the secondary schools don't let the students put mehndi nor inai. That's sad. If i put it on my leg, it'll be awkward. I only know they put mehndi on the leg when you're getting married :* 

So after this, at 3 i'm going to KL for my cousin's engagement. Can't wait to meet up with my cousins :-D They're really loud you can hear them for 50 miles away. Not literally heh. 

Yesterday, i tried to play The Climb and A Little Too Not Over You. It was really hard. So, my dad taught me a little. Then it became quite easy, ok lah. Aiyo, gtg. Gotta get ready. Toodles ^_^ 

xx